How could this happen?

I'm a history
And nobody can change it
Do I deserved it?
Then who would be?

I'm so regretful
That I didn't excel that much
There still many eggs to hatch
So I won't fool myself, just to be cool.

Others disagreed
Then I don't really care
For they are so mean, foolish and unfair.
And now, It's time for my mind to be really feed.

Others were happy.
Rejoice! because some got the attitude
Being erred of thinking that they're all rude.
The contentment on their selves, I see.

The basis is neither the medals nor achievements.
It is the success you gave to the human race
and how courage you are to see God face to face.
Wider perceptions and Understandings should be your clients.

It isn't yet over.
Where are they now?
Hoping that they're not milking their cow
So it's now time for you to think who's definitely better.